my life -x-x-x-x-x-x

2006-07-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

hey all.... i just love the new skin. i'e seen it many times on blogskins but i didn't really want to use it then. but now i do. ain't it soooooo extremely adorable!!!!!!!! ohhh i just love the little piggy... oh, i'm at my frens house right now. and because they recently moved in. her bed has no mattress yet so i all i have is one measly cushion to support me. and oh, if you're wondering how she sleeps, she sleep in her bros room.... they're house is damn nice lehh... it's very modern, unlike mine, i wish this were my house..... hmmm... oh well, whats done is done....

2006-07-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

WHY
We rode into town the other town
just me and my daddy
he said i'd finally reach the age
and i could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as wide
we heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why
and there was that man that my dad said he loved
but today there was fear in his eyes.
so i said
daddy why are they screaming
why are the faces of some of them beaming?
why is he dressed in that bright purple robe
i'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows

daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry.
you said he was stronger than all of those guys
daddy please tell me why
why does everyone want him to die.

later that day
the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said i should go inside
and somehow he knew things would get stormy boy he was right
but i could not keep from wondering if there was something he had to hide.
so after he left i had to find out
i was not afraid of getting lost
so i followed the crowd to a hill
where i knew men had been killed
and i heard a voice come from the cross
and it said Father why are they screaming?
why are some of them beaming?
why are they casting their lots for my clothes.
this crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cries.
I thought i could handle a cross of this size.
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will i understand why?

My precious son I hear them screaming
i'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon i will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
but this dark hour i must do nothing
though i've heard your unbearable cries.
the power in your blood destroys all of the lies.
soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
look there below, see the child.
Trembling by her father's side.
Now i can tell you why.
She is why you must die

LINK: Why-Nicole Nordeman

2006-07-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

i found my birthday present!!!! i'm guessing it's either a handphone or a zen player. You know, it's a lidded box and my nosy brother opened it. and guess what was inside??? a box. The actual present is a box, but my father made a lid so trick us. hmmm.... i need to get back to watching she's the man. bye....

2006-07-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

so depressed right now, alot of people aren't coming to my party.... only 4 people... ): ... i don't think anyone's gonna remeber this party, well at least they won't if they compare it to lizzie's... i'm so sadd...... WAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahhahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i really want to cry... it's gonna be so boring. all we are gonna do is play com.. talk... play more com.... and whatever else there is to do. my house is totally boring.... i'm gonna die... there's gonna be nothing to do and everyone isn't gonna have fun at all.... nobody's gonna have fun at all.... hmmm... people aren't gonna like me anymore....wahh,,,,!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

humphhh.... the founders day service was damn boring. i seriously almost fell asleep.... during the speech the head prefect of 2005 made.... The sing we sang went terrible.. we sounded really...bland and sort of average. ms tan (no offence to her of course) messed up a few tiny parts of the song... but nevermind, i guess it should do. i need to start thinking of the website for robotics, planning to do a blog. i can either get one of my friends to do a skin for me, or make on myself, which i don't know how to do, so i guess i'm going with the first option..... uhhh.. sorry that was totally random. i like being random its fun!! hmmmmm..... *silence for awhile* i wonder whats for breakfast tomorrow.. oh yeah i know, extra food i got from todays service. MY ONE AND ONLY CHOCOLATEY BUDDY.... CHUCKIE!!!!!!! he he, that ad was just on. i told you i was random....

2006-07-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy.... no school for the whole week.... hmmmmmmmm.... can you people please RSVP???????? i'm so freaking bored larh...!!!!! humph... can somebody fine something for me to do????

2006-07-23T08:47:00.000+08:00

finally... my business(?) has come to an end. all i have left is founders day, but that's during school hours, so it's okay.we got zero points for robotics yesterday, both teams got zero points. although we did get the judges award, but that's cos the judges like us!!!!! haha... hmm.. so early in the morning cannot type properly..... fingers still slightly numb from being squashed under my head all night. oops, gotta go eat breakfast, but i don't really want to, my maids such a bimbo.....well, i gotta go..

2006-07-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

can you believe that i haven't been online for two days?? for the last few days i've been so damn ffreaking busy, i just hope julyends soon, i wanna get to my party now!!! humph, i'm so stressed i can't even type properly. robotics west 3 is tomorrow and we hardly have our programming done. urghh.. so stressed. i'm definately not going for west 3 next year.. to much stress.... MJRC going, but not west 3. urgh....... STOOPID PEOPLE ARH!!!!!!!! ALL HAVEN'T RSVP....

2006-07-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

well, what can i say today? hmm.. my mum is so freaking weird. she now makes me do homework and studying for two hours everyday. i have to do it one hour in the afternoon and one hour in the night. hmmmmmm... she's really really really weird. she even made me and my bro a schedule to say what kind of work we have to do everyday. today is: Chinese tution 6 pages, school hmwrk, maths assesments, science assesments. so weird right?? hmm.. something smells in here, dunno what it is tho, smells sour-ey and slimy.... yuck.. okay shouldn't talk about anymore..... Yellow ANts eat NoThING... he, that's my name in capital letters. lizzie made it up. we were doing a whole lot of that yesterday during our chat.humph she's mean, not replying me. oh mum just called. asked me to remind my friends to rsvp for my party. if any of you who are invited are reading this, please refer to the invite for my mum's number. well, i guess i should go now, i wanna surf blogskins....

2006-07-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm... nothing interesting today. but tomorrow i have no lessons, rehearsal all day, so i guess that's one good thing. hmmmmm... what else.. oh yeah
found a funny video today. A Dream Is A Wish go watch it! hmmmmmmmmmmm... nothing else i guess... wonder wat other homework we have.....

2006-07-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

let's see, anything interesting today?? well, not really, loo loo came to tuition finally. she actually has her class on a different day but she comes to mine for make-up lessons. The NE show damn nice larh!!!!! so fun.... i like the part where all the performers made different formation. so cool. i like the part where we get to sing along too. esther and tanya were in the row behind us and they kept singign freaking loudly lah...actually, they were more like shrieking+shouting loudly. i liked seeing the celebs come down the flying fox too, and we were right next to them. damn cool larh... *thinks: woah!! i'm speaking lizzie talk!!! (sorry lizz)* well, at least i'm not saying 'sian ze pua' and 'dao' and 'bang bang u die. the world is now a better and safer place to live in and it's all because of me... ha! duh, of course it's me, not you har!" (sorry again lizz) hmmm....... the guys in my tuiton are so freaking stoopid lah. the tuition name is eduplus (ai de bo le in chinese) you see in my class, i'm the only girl (it's an obvious act of discrimination, i know... *sniffles*) and i have to say singaporean guys around our age are seriously perverse/obseen/dumb/stoopid/dumb/rude/dumb and dumb. did i forget to mention that they are dumb?? there's this guy called jing ya (yes, same as sherice in 5.6 for those of you who know) and he reads like theres a magic frog in his throat that makes him talk loud and obnoxiously.... wow, i'm such a great describer. and the guys right, they are currently in this mutual fued and there's this guy with big ears and this other big bully looking guy who are always always quarelling with each other. they are really perverts u noe. they go like "eeeeee... go and watch p*** videos, so gross" and "eeee... gay rape gay!!! disgusting" i mean, don't you think that is the most perverse, obseen thing that a guy can ever say??? well, boys will always be like that i guess. *looks at post* wow!! damn long eh.... *smiles*

2006-07-14T17:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm... trying to get lizzie on the phone. oh yay, she picked up! hmmm... wonder wat i should do today. so fraking bored. got the singapore idol magazine todae. they give you this pig poster witha ll the contestants on it and they give you stickers. they have like "out 1st round" and "underdog" and "fave" and stuff like that. so my bro pt theout sticr on norman, i wanted to take it out and re put it on his face, cos' he's so damn ugly larh. he's such a son of a b***** larh.... wow.. i'm seriously starting to sound like lizzie, kinda freaks me out... o.O hmmmmmmmm looloo if you're reading this... you suck!!!! OMG, woah, see wat i mean.... umm lizzie, if you're reading this, i know it may seem awkward but nevermind!

2006-07-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

i found this really stupid website today. Gaiaonline it's called. freaking dumb lah. the characters look a little maplish. some of the forum topics are really really really gross. it's so freaking cdumb larh!!! hmmmm.... netballers got thrashed todae.. (sorry lizzie)hmmmm... my life is so stressful, but right now is one of the rare times when i'm bored. urghhhh... forgot, gotta work on programming tonight. all of my programmes got erased a few days ago, i neede to redo everything. well, i better stop typing before i type something i;m not supposed to. i'm getting distracted by lizzie....

2006-07-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

i think yesterday was by far the weirdest and oddest day at school. it's not exactly the oddest DAy, it's more like a... moment before school starts. i was walking up the stairs when suddenly the girl infront of me turned aournd and said "excuse me, i brought my electronic game to school and i don't know what to do with it." i think she was about P2. i went "umm....." and then, guess what, she starts CRYING! she actually starts crying! i took her tamagotchi and paused the game for her. and then i go "just put it in your bag, no one will see it" and then she goes "but what if i want to take out something, and then my teacher sees it and conficates it?!" and then she starts crying evewn more!!!! this is when sarah lim and the girls friend comes. we comfort her. she eventually starts crying and goes off to class, and guess what, she didn't even say thank you!!!!!!! but, she's pretty cute i guess. hmmm............

2006-07-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

i don't like mrs leong. last time it used to be like "mrs lim is so... mean, mrs leong is way better!" but now, for me it's "i hate mrs leong..." i think she's getting meaner now because without mrs lim shr thinks there's no one to discipline us, so she has to do it. but that's so not true. all of our teachers have at least lectured us once. i really don't like her. she's also not funny like mrs chua. she trues to be funny, but when she makes jokes, no one understands/finds them funny. i really don't like her............. i should go work on my programming. we have to get the basic stuff done. well, seeyaz.

2006-07-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

i'm not much of a promiser, but i CAN promise you that my life from today onwards is going to get way way way WAY more stressful. fisrt of all i'm leader for our West# robotics competition and assis. leader for NJRC (national junior robotics cometition). And mrs leong is totally holding a grudge on me. Me, amanda and alicia all didn't pass up our work. i went up to her personally and she said i have to hand it in tomorrow. And minutes later, she told amanda and alicia that they could hand theirs up on monday. PLUS!!!!!!!!!!! i have tuition almost everyday of the week. the only day i don't is tuesday!!! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY FORGOT!!!! i volunteered myslef to go to the challenge briefing for NJRC on Saturday (not this sat, some other sat) and it is the same time as my tuition!!!! oh no, should i miss tuition, should i miss the briefing. WHICH ONE SHOULD I MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh!!! i told you my life is so stressful!!!!!!! one thing always leads to another. thinking about my tuiton free days made me think of saturday, on which i have tuition on which made me think of the briefing which made me remeber they are at the same time!!!! wahhhhh!!!!! i think i'm gonna explode in a matter of time. and it's all my fault. i overloaded myself with extra curricular activites and now i'm gonna explode. i'm so stupid. and people who want to tagg me based on this post, please don't try and console me, i'm already convinced.

2006-07-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

photoshop totally rocks!!! i love it. i may even love it more than getting a v plus or a new nice phone. hmmmmmmmmmm....... i'm very sian.... i really dun have much to do on the com these days... maybe i should start rating skins again....i wonder..... i love photoshop!!!!! *awkward silence* he he *cough* *another awkward silence* welll... okay then, bye!

2006-07-02T07:48:00.000+08:00

supp supp supperz to all the this world. we are at lizzie's right now. and 'we' i mean gwen, esther, nicola, tanya, sarah, marian and mie-self! hummm..... i dun get to go to esthers church wit them..... my mum's coming to pick me up around the same time their leaving for church. i almost lost, actually, i DID lose my phone yesterday. twice. sarah found it the first time and esther the second. dee dee ee dee dee di dee dee dee di dee dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehee, well that's all, everyone else (except gwen and lizzie and me) are to lazy to get out of the room. i have to get them up. bye-yyerzz!!!!!!!!

2006-06-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

oh mie gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the ZEN:V PLUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT TOTALLY, ETERNALLY ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh wait, maybe it won't rock that hard when they make another BETTER zen!! hehe!!! anywaes, lizzie's making a mg junior netballers blog now. Click on 'mg junior netballers' to go there, but don't tagg yet, lizzie told me not to, so i guess u shouldn't. hmmmmmm.... bored bored..... well, i think i'm gonna go make a mg primary choir blog now!!!

2006-06-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm..... second day of school. but i think so far, the have only been two highlights in my day.
1:
School is gonna end on 27th October!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohhooo!!!!!! oh, lol. sorry, but that is like, 3 weeks befor the normal time!
2:
My dad came back from shanghai and guess wat he brought back with him?..... no, not a new phone, he came back with two fried, GIANT SPIDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in a plastic bag, soaking in some yellow substance. i don't even want to think of the options on what that could be.
Hmm, my dad's taking me to the starhub place to get my free SIM card they told us we would get. He said he is gonna get me a phone, but a really old, not nice one, hope he's joking. ehhhhh... nothing else to say...

2006-06-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

hmm.... first day of school. it was okay i guess, it made me feel better about losing my phone. i like being around people i know, it's makes me feel, safer. oh gosh, i sound so cliche (cli-shay). well, maybe my dad will get me a new phone, he's been a lot more happy these days. i've been commenting skins on blogskins for the last few days, i like doing it! i've gotten to know loads of people. should i change my blogskin? i feel like changing it. maybe i should change it regularly...... hmmm....... wonder if i should go read my new comics. oh well. i'll post again tomorrow, hopefully.

2006-06-24T11:05:00.000+08:00

i'm still veryy depressed... my life is gonna get drastically more boring. i'm so bored.... wahh... i hate myself right now...... hmmmm..... we botanical gardens yesterday. i think my parents were trying to cheer me up. didn't work obviously. hmmmmm....

2006-06-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

*sniffle**sniffle* i'm so sad right now. Yesterday, we went to watch Cars at the toa payoh eng wah theater. The movie was really, it's worth watching. But that's not why i'm sad. I'm sad because i left my bag the, it's contents of which are my HANDPHONE!!!!! and some other stuff. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no more SMS'es!!!!!!!! i'm gonna die without my handphone!!!!!!!!!! nahh... i'm just kidding, i lived nine years without a phone, i can wait. That is if my dad ever buys another phone for me. He's so angry.... now i have to tell every that they can't call/SMS me anymore. Me and my mum suspect the cleaner took it. Since after they cleaned the hall we were in, it would be their break time. They could have just taken the bag an went. well, now my line is terminated, the bright side is they can't use the phone. but they could have already sold it. wahhhh.... oh well, the past is the past.

2006-06-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

stoopid brother. I told you he hid my fone just now rite? well, he has just accomplished something else to put on his "annoying things i do to my sister" list. While i was bathing, he logged onto my msn messenger account and started talking to ling hui (whom if you don't know is one of my class mates)!!!!!!!!!! he's soooooooooooooo damn annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i HATE him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, at least i've finished my holiday homework, well, most of it that is. Still have the science paul's model of reasoning worksheets left to do, but i'll just get the anwser off my friends worksheet... (wonder who it'll be... *gives a evil grin*) well, i have to go prepare the PUNISHMENT for my bro....

2006-06-22T12:06:00.000+08:00

i hope you guys like the new blogskin. Maker: tOngtOng. It's her latest skin. Hmmmm, well, talking on the fone wit lizzie again now. I think SMS'ing her in the holidaes has made my fingers work pretty fast.I wonder wats for lunch, i can't smell any cooking smells tho. Probably cos my maid closes the kitchen door when she cooks. hmmmm, getting pretty hungry..... Jus now, my stupid brother, he was mad at me so he hid my phone in one of the diningroom drawers, i hate that freaking idiot. oh well, yesterday my dad bought a an iBook, which totally sucks. you can't download MSN on it and iTunes also cannot download. it's so useless. that's why i crossed off the iMac from my wishlist. hmmmm...... well.... that's all.. i guess

2006-06-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

watcha goinna do when it all comes out and you see you, watcha all about. no no no no, babe, no no no no dun lie......
hmmm... wonder what i'm going to do today, nothing much interesting....

2006-06-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

hello,
i want to post regularly. even though, i noe some people are bored with my posts. nothing interesting today tho....

2006-06-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

(the greeting ran away because it was sadd)
my mums friends are here today, one of them is kinda irritating.. but anyway, i noe, by on CERTAIN tagg that my post are not very interesting, i noe. But that's how it is, not all of us can be funny like this. But, nevermind, critasize all you want, i blogg because i want to have a journal where my family members can't reach. Well, i guess i shouldn't bore SOME of you people out there...

2006-06-15T09:43:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
just another boring day as usual. all except, that a few days ago my maid started literally re-arraging the whole house! Now, i can't find my bio-book, almost all of my 5B books and some of my notebooks are even missing. I JUST CAN'T STAND HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my maid that is. I wish eveything was re-arranged, that why i wouldn't need to get scolded by-- OMG i just remembered!!!!!! The new form teacher!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, what if she's really mean!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. Oh! for those of you who don't know, Mrs Lim, our original form teacher is going into maternitiy leave and we're getting a new form teacher. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *quivers* oh well, guess i'll just have to face the music... OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-14T14:37:00.000+08:00

heyyerz
i was going through blogskins yesterday and i found this really cool skin. It was called PHONESAND}summergirl. It was very eye-catching so i decide to see if the designer, phonesand-} had any other nice designs. When i went to her page, although she had about 5-6 designs, they were all very original and bright. I'd not recommend her to people who like black, dark gothy skins though. But for those who like bright, fun and cute skins, you should take a look at her designs!

2006-06-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

heyyerz people of the world,

hope you like the new blog, which was amazingly done in OCC, the cyber cafe. Well, i don't noe what else to say. I'm spending almost the whole day with lizzie. From 12 noon to like almost 10 at night. We went ice skating and bowling and then after that went to pick up her sister and brother. We are going to bowl again later then have dinner. Well, that's all for now. Seeyax!